16.8.12

my new toy

so this year for my birthday my husband bought me an ipad. I cant tell you how excited i am about it. I also got a keyboard for it so i could take notes in my classes. this thing is so tiny that it is very hard to get it right but i am sure with practice i will get better at it. and hopefuly some apps will get better too. so this was all for practice.

22.2.12

An invitation for an intimate converstaion

I am going to try and organize my thoughts here, but first I would like to first put this out there: I am human and I don't always know how to put things out there, but all my intention is in this invitation is just that, an invitation to have an deep, personal, emotional, soul baring converstaion. This invitation is for everyone, you don't have to know me, please know that I Love You. The same way that the writer of the toliet paper letter that Evie read in V for Vendetta loved those who read her letter. I honestly feel love for the general human populus and that is where this invitation comes from.

I am writing to invite any one who identifies themself as Gay/Lesbian/Transgender/Bisexual/Asexual or anything else to share their story. I would like to discuss if you grew up believing in God, do you still? How did you know, and self identify with that?
Have you ever had a heterosexual experience? I am not asking for details of an intimate nature but more of an cognitive and emotional nature.
How do you reconcile the judgements of God under the definatitions of religion and the GLTB lifestyle? Please now I struggle with wording this sounding like I want to judge when the truth is more I want to understand points of view.
I have hesitated to ever write this blog or status on facebook or how to ask this to my friends that I have had, whom I have lost due to my own religious beliefs.

I want to say I feel judged. I have lost friends because they feel like I can't accept them because I am a religious person. The truth is though I am religious for me. Not for everyone else do what I believe applies to me and if we believe the same thing then it applies to you too. I believe in the Love of God. Well that is were I stand and as no one reads this blog I am sure I will never have a response to this. But if by chance you do stumble across my blog please tell me your story. I really do want to hear your story. Thank you Bunches